Hey all - I just had a mild epiphany. (not today, maybe 2 days ago)
Many times when I am in a situation of conflict (on any level, not talkin fights here), I feel calm and confident, not shaken at all. I feel a sort of power in me, its weird...
Yet other times in situations of conflict, I LITERALLY start shaking and I get intensely nervous and stressed. My voice gets fucked up, I sweat etc.
I always wondered why? Why this duality? - and it just dawned on me the other day;
- the latter is when I am in a conflict and AM NOT SURE I AM RIGHT. Usually I think I'm right, or don't want to stop and examine that I might be wrong or maybe the other person has a point to consider, etc.
But I just realized that whenever I get those shakes, it is my subconscious or higher self or whatever WARNING ME that I am treading thin ice and am not acting wisely.
I think its like an alarm or something telling me to re-think the situation and my words/actions.
I always used to hate this part of me, but suddenly now I see it as a blessing. When it comes now, instead of trying to resist it I will listen to it.
And, if I find myself in a conflict where I DON'T get the feeling, it means I am probably in the right, and watch the fuck out, lol
This may seem really simple and obvious, but I am just figuring it out now, lol
This is big stuff for me :D
I just learned something about myself
Good stuff man. We are all constantly evolving. Can't let your pineal gland calcinate.
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