Also going through some mild mid-life crisis/evolution stuff, lol My mother recently died, I am preparing for some pretty big personal changes of plans, kids getting dangerously older, and I'm sort of re-inventing/discovering myself as I am beginning to see down the latter half of my life coming. Going through some kind of change here, its good but I don't have a soundtrack yet
e out heartbreak or talkin about how badass you are or look at me I'm a fuckin rock star etc. I like down to earth music that inspires me for life, gives me strength to be a better person, family, self, BJJ, career, goals, life and death etc etc
It is awesome that you are greeting this with open arms. So many people become stagnant (spiritually) when a new door opens because they are afraid to walk through. I'm not sure this ever stops, I barely recognize myself from a year ago (another story).
And music is an awesome tool. And don't forget to meditate, on the ground, barefoot.
I'd recommend trying Lo-Fi music. I'd never heard of it until Vutu mentioned it on here. You can find channels on YouTube. I wasn't in to it at first and it isn't made for all occasions but listening while reading or drawing....just try it. And when you are super high, lay down and close your eyes while listening. It really relaxes and helps me open my mind.